
i've been thinking about how i should have listened to my friends. they were right.
i've been thinking about what it means to love somebody beyond their socioeconomic status, their sexual orientation, their egos, their religions, their self-prescribed labels, or their friends. what does it mean for me? what do i need to sacrifice to love them like i should.
i've been thinking about what it means to be an adult.
i've been thinking that i need to work harder. but instead i spent the last three days sleeping and thinking and eating an entire bar of dark chocolate.
i've been thinking about how i can't fix everything in the world. or even in my own heart. and maybe that's God's way of saying i should sleep more or pray more or seek more. who knows.
i've been thinking about what christian community is. what brave steps i need to take to get active in it.
i've been thinking of how completely selfish i am.
october 2010.